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Spring Awakening:
12.10.06 - 01.18.09
"The time soon comes for parting,
And our time is at an end,
The rest of your life is completing,
And we have no time at all to spend.
You knew one day you'd have to go,
But thought you'd have more time.
We can't reverse time's one-way flow,
But at least you'll have this rhyme.
You had your shining moments,
Upon life's darkened stage,
And in my book of wonderments,
You're more than just a page.
Like the exploding of a star,
You've changed me in and out,
Your light will travel with me far,
Past when all other lights go out."
- Megan R. Bokowski
"Farewell dark skies
Farewell unbroken silence
Farewell summer
Farewell Autumn leaves that drift by my window
Farewell sunshine
Farewell today
Farewell to the songs singing inside my heart..."
- Aldo Kraas
Goodbye, SA. No amount of words can even dare to express my love and passion for such an electrically beautiful production, as well as those fans just as infinitely the same. You have (for the past 2 years) served as the epitome of my love of the stage and it's majesty, and I have absolutely no idea where I would be without the discovery of your thundering bass and poetic verse. God bless each and every cast member, their families; your talent and your charity were never taken unappreciated. You changed and defined so very much of who I am, and for that, I give eternal thanks. Each and every word of which you spoke and enlightened upon is treasured, and each tear I weep is pure, unadulterated remorse. A piece of my heart shall always belong to the glory of the spring and the song of purple summer. I believe in hope. I believe in love. I believe in loss.
I believe in Spring Awakening.
Farewell... and endless congratulations on your previous success.
12.10.06 - 01.18.09
"The time soon comes for parting,
And our time is at an end,
The rest of your life is completing,
And we have no time at all to spend.
You knew one day you'd have to go,
But thought you'd have more time.
We can't reverse time's one-way flow,
But at least you'll have this rhyme.
You had your shining moments,
Upon life's darkened stage,
And in my book of wonderments,
You're more than just a page.
Like the exploding of a star,
You've changed me in and out,
Your light will travel with me far,
Past when all other lights go out."
- Megan R. Bokowski
"Farewell dark skies
Farewell unbroken silence
Farewell summer
Farewell Autumn leaves that drift by my window
Farewell sunshine
Farewell today
Farewell to the songs singing inside my heart..."
- Aldo Kraas
Goodbye, SA. No amount of words can even dare to express my love and passion for such an electrically beautiful production, as well as those fans just as infinitely the same. You have (for the past 2 years) served as the epitome of my love of the stage and it's majesty, and I have absolutely no idea where I would be without the discovery of your thundering bass and poetic verse. God bless each and every cast member, their families; your talent and your charity were never taken unappreciated. You changed and defined so very much of who I am, and for that, I give eternal thanks. Each and every word of which you spoke and enlightened upon is treasured, and each tear I weep is pure, unadulterated remorse. A piece of my heart shall always belong to the glory of the spring and the song of purple summer. I believe in hope. I believe in love. I believe in loss.
I believe in Spring Awakening.
Farewell... and endless congratulations on your previous success.
- Location:Sobbing within my bedroom...
- Mood:
crushed - Music:The Song of Purple Summer - Spring Awakening OBC Recording
LIFE.
It's killing me.
Week before finals week... CETA (The California Educational Theatre Association) festival/Master classes this entire weekend... AP Music Theory garbage... Spring Awakening's Sunday closing... sickness (cough, exhaustion, congestion, etc. etc)... reviewreviewreview... PMS... costume committee [1950's] research... obvious procrastination... feeling like being a moany bitch, haha.
Blarrrrrrrrggg.
I'm just... so-- ACKSDIUHFMNVJXHD this week. *shrugs* I don't think my energy has ever hit this much of a low before... and I'm not even all too sure why. Hmm. On the upside - however - my missing belt (and I mean VOCAL-wise, not pantaloon-wise, lol) has finally returned after approx. 2 days!! :D THHHHAAAAT, and boys have been strangely lovely towards me lately. One even walked me home today, which... well, never happens.
EVER.
Haha.
........ There was no real purpose in writing entry whatsoever, lulz :P
PS: "Hey, K'nuckles! Wanna play a game? Whoever giggles first, loses! [giggles] You win! Wanna play a bathroom game? Whoever goes to the bathroom first, loses! [pause] You win! Now, how about both? [giggles] You win! [giggles again] You win! [giggles] You win!" FLAPJACK IS OFFICIALLY THE BEST CARTOON IN THE HISTORY OF FOREVER. H8RS CN H8, IDC. Lollerskates xD
- Location:My room...
- Mood:
depressed - Music:CHOWDER xPP
Angela Griswold: "Meg" #62.
.......
Pardon my French, but uh...
Effrayé. MERDE MOINS.
[Scared. SHIT LESS.]
Wish me luck... *eeeehhhhh* D:
PS: Guess who just got her very own .AVI(s) of the SA National Touring Cast's Opening Night?! .... TEE-HEE :D
- Location:My bedroom: 6:15 AM.
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Love Me Dead - Ludo
(xDD <3)
( Livin' Life and the Feelin' is Easy: )
PS: Another *~rAnDoM~* fact from MY DAYS IN SOLITUDE!!!
1.) I became close friends with my "arch nemesis". Though when it comes to auditions, BITCH IS GOIN' DOWN, lolol!
- Location:Still. At. My mother's. GOD SAVE US ALL xPP
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Mama Who Bore Me (Reprise) - Spring Awakening OBC Drama Desk Awards
And I.
Feel.
AWFUL.
It's been aboot-- what... who knows how long since I've last updated!! My life has been just about the equivelant and epitome of all things crazy-mad, but, rest assured:
I'M ALIVE, BITCHES. And Microsoft Word Processor to your Motherboards homeskillets, I have returned with a vengence. From here on out, I vow no more forgetting to update, as how can one really turn to follow my pursuit of the Great White Way without consistent journal entries? (lulz); no more not... getting r-replies to comments and... and messages!! No more... no more douchebaggery! Lol...
Really folks: I am sorry. I don't know how I let such an-- I don't wanna' sound like I have no life and say "important", haha, but... a significant part of my interwebz and everyday life, as well as the friends I've made here to slip through my fingers. I only hope that it isn't too late for me to jump back on the wagon!! And so, in order to make up for such a major loss of time, I present to you: A short listing of the events in my life-- before my online death! Lol :D
And if I can even manage to think of any more, I'll be sure to add them as a random daily train of thought, hahaha! Oh God, eternal thanks everyone whose managed to put up with me thus far and to ANYONE who managed to make it through reading this post ALIVE, lolol. All of my love!! HAPPY LATE HOLIDAYS!
- Location:Mi madre's in Van Nuys-- ROTTING xD
- Mood:
crazy - Music:A Little More Homework - 13 The Musical
- Mood: bouncy
- Music:Mama Who Bore Me - Lea Michele, SA OBCR
***
Reasons Why My Birthday ROCKED: * Getting both a card and $50 in the mail from my grandpa up in Chicago, then turning round to spend said mula on a new navy dress and 3 blouses :) * Dinner at Bubba Gump's. * Having the staff at Bubba Gump's sing to me. And feed me a sundae. And THEN proceeding to have me, and I quote: "shake mah' rump", haha! * Eating some of the most GLORIOUS triple-fudge-fantasy birthday cake-- and from Costco, no doubt! * Seuss tech rehearsal, first inside the theater (haha, I know - sad, right? ;P) * Buying an amazazing $2 headband (on saaaaale) from Target :) * Getting yet ANOTHER birthday cake, special ordered, from both my padre and his girlie! * Mama buying me Rune Factory: A Fantasy Harvest Moon. BEST DS GAME EVER, OK? Lololol :D * My mom also ordering me my SD SA tickets-- opening night, baby! Hliughyizfgvyfgv!!
However...
Reasons Why My Birthday SUCKED: * Constant arguments; more frequent than usual, unfortunately. * Spending most of my actual birthday waiting inside a doctor's office, for my mom's FRIEND, no joke, and watching - in confusion, I might add - D*sney-esque Spanish soap operas. And at Linens and Things. FOR MY MOM. * The rest of the SA OBC leaving the following day :[[[[[[[[[[[[ * Still on the dot :( * My "special birthday lunch" was spent at the Subway across the street. FTW! * My cake being bought in majority to my mom's wants, and only considered "half" of my birthday cake-- when asked. * My mother also being so ghetto to the point where she not only did NOT put candles in the cake, but grabbed what looked to be like an incense stick (it wasn't), lit it on fire using the stove burners, sticking it within my chunk of cake, and proceeding to have me blow it out. * Again-- arguing. Need I explain more...? * Not seeing Mama Mia! Nor The Dark Night. :(((
Still-- in essence, I'm virtually a (truly) blessed girl. Ha; after all, they've pretty much balanced one another ;P <3
First *official* Seussian dress rehearsal tomorrow night-- will be sure to photograph!!!! :D
- Mood:
exhausted
- Music:Shake It - Metro Station
Although, I strangely adore it; honestly, it's gonna' be quite fantastic-- the costume itself consists of (as stated aboooove) a leotard, with two layered feather boas of the same color across the bottom front. The boas then drape off the side of the outer thigh and gather again to layer/hang in threes upon the TUSH. Plus, we all got to choose differing trims (mine's all sequiny and gold-like, lol) and decide how we wanted them to be layered across our dresses-- the only downside?
My costume was (at first) missing it's frontal layers and, therefore, I had to pin the side feathers across my crotch... Yep.
Lololol, but they soon fixed that, and we now all look extremely FIERCE, if I do say so myself-- I'm incredibly excited for this production, and - in fact, if anyone happens to be in da' neighborhood from around July 24th-27th (which isn't the majority of ANY of you, but--! Lol) and wanting to see a throughly good community production, be sure to message me for the deets, haha. :D
Also on Saturday: Got a manicure [my first!] :) Bird Girl gold, so's my directors would manage no complaints, lol. It ended up pretty spiffy, however, and I was even given a complimentary hand massage/snacks-- for only 10 BUCKS! Woot, woot for bargain pampering! ;) What else... The Producers is my new favorite movie, SHUT UP. XP Got pj's that look like Wendla's lil' panty-like undergarments, which kind of excites me. PS: My mom's a complete and utter SA fangirl now, which is just about both the coolest-- and most funniest thing ever! OOH! Saw HellBoy 2 today - I highly recommend it. In fact, I am MOAR than just on board for them to make a third, ok?! Lol. :P
Other than that? I just can't sleep. At all. Stick a fork in it, I am DONE, haha :) For those of you whom have taken the time to read this rest-deprived babble of a post, I thank you kindly. I love you all and now - if you'll excuse me - I'ma turn up the smooth jazz (lol, I know I'm lame) and count me some sheepies. Ha, g'night sweetsies. Peace <3
- Mood:
awake - Music:This is Your Life - The Battery's Down :)
* Green gummy bears are slowly, but surely, becoming my favorite.
* Seussical is going AMAZINGLY wonderful-- we've just recently had our Act I/II off-book run-throughs and, tomorrow afternoon (2-3:30), we have our very first costume fitting (though, we Bird Girls have already had the glorious opportunity to view our outfits before hand) I'll be sure to take pictures!! PHOTO SHOOT TIME! XP
* Had spaghetti with marina and turkey meatballs for dinner. Unf-- HELLO DELICIOUSNESS.
* Been belting a lot recently, and, am extremely proud to report that my voice sounds pretty damn amazing! Tried to upload a view clips onto YouTube the other day (as well as a sketch my friend Shayla and I created on Wednesday),
* My school just might be considering Frank Wedekind's Spring Awakening for our fall production. Hjhsdvbjsdhvbhsdvdhjvb, how cool is THAT?! God... I need to brush up on the scripture! Links anyone? (Any translation is perfectly acceptable)
* I'm getting a manicure tomorrow. Huzzah. :DDD (PS: Had an ortho appointment yesterday morning. They've now attached my final tooth along the rest of the wire, slowly pulling it into place. You can safely bet that my mouth hurts like a MOTHER right now)
* Watched Jon and Lea's final about... 6 MOAR TIMES since it's arrival, lol. Full review soon to come for those whom don't have it or either were not at the performance!
* Been trying to write lately. Some drabbles have been born better than expected; others? *insert chirping crickets here* .... Ahem. :[
* Marie Antoinette was a complete and total waste of 2 hours of my life, despite the few lulz within the film.
... God. I'm just so extremely exciting, aren't I?! Lol. :)
- Mood:
Zen - Music:Betrayed - The Producers Movie Musical
Hiluzhvuifylvbhsfdbsdvbyfdvysdgvlisd.
My DVD of Lea and Jon's final night just arrived this morning.
GAAAAAHHHHH!!!
*explodes, re-pieces, then dashes off to watch!* :D
EDIT: (Just finished watching) Oh my God. Dear sweet Lord... O--oh my God. I can't-- *tries to compose* I can't... I can't even begin to describe th-- Just... I feel so blessed just to have watched the DVD, I mean-- Hliufvhuifgvuvgfygyvgfhvbhfbvilhfbvhl. AGAIN! I mean... God, ya' know: I am SUCH a woobie. I completely and utterly lost it at Martha's confession - and from then on... I just couldn't stop. At ALL. *sniffles... SOBS* If I can bare to manage an actual, coherent review tomorrow morning, I promise you all the deets on production and performance - though, may it be stated, that it was nothing short of AMAZING!
G'night, all. :)
- Mood: Gluvghsgvydfvbfyvbhyv!!!
- Music:On My Own - Lea Michele
