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12.10.06 - 01.18.09
"The time soon comes for parting,
And our time is at an end,
The rest of your life is completing,
And we have no time at all to spend.
You knew one day you'd have to go,
But thought you'd have more time.
We can't reverse time's one-way flow,
But at least you'll have this rhyme.
You had your shining moments,
Upon life's darkened stage,
And in my book of wonderments,
You're more than just a page.
Like the exploding of a star,
You've changed me in and out,
Your light will travel with me far,
Past when all other lights go out."
- Megan R. Bokowski
"Farewell dark skies
Farewell unbroken silence
Farewell summer
Farewell Autumn leaves that drift by my window
Farewell sunshine
Farewell today
Farewell to the songs singing inside my heart..."
- Aldo Kraas
Goodbye, SA. No amount of words can even dare to express my love and passion for such an electrically beautiful production, as well as those fans just as infinitely the same. You have (for the past 2 years) served as the epitome of my love of the stage and it's majesty, and I have absolutely no idea where I would be without the discovery of your thundering bass and poetic verse. God bless each and every cast member, their families; your talent and your charity were never taken unappreciated. You changed and defined so very much of who I am, and for that, I give eternal thanks. Each and every word of which you spoke and enlightened upon is treasured, and each tear I weep is pure, unadulterated remorse. A piece of my heart shall always belong to the glory of the spring and the song of purple summer. I believe in hope. I believe in love. I believe in loss.
I believe in Spring Awakening.
Farewell... and endless congratulations on your previous success.
- Location:Sobbing within my bedroom...
- Mood:
crushed - Music:The Song of Purple Summer - Spring Awakening OBC Recording
And I.
Feel.
AWFUL.
It's been aboot-- what... who knows how long since I've last updated!! My life has been just about the equivelant and epitome of all things crazy-mad, but, rest assured:
I'M ALIVE, BITCHES. And Microsoft Word Processor to your Motherboards homeskillets, I have returned with a vengence. From here on out, I vow no more forgetting to update, as how can one really turn to follow my pursuit of the Great White Way without consistent journal entries? (lulz); no more not... getting r-replies to comments and... and messages!! No more... no more douchebaggery! Lol...
Really folks: I am sorry. I don't know how I let such an-- I don't wanna' sound like I have no life and say "important", haha, but... a significant part of my interwebz and everyday life, as well as the friends I've made here to slip through my fingers. I only hope that it isn't too late for me to jump back on the wagon!! And so, in order to make up for such a major loss of time, I present to you: A short listing of the events in my life-- before my online death! Lol :D
And if I can even manage to think of any more, I'll be sure to add them as a random daily train of thought, hahaha! Oh God, eternal thanks everyone whose managed to put up with me thus far and to ANYONE who managed to make it through reading this post ALIVE, lolol. All of my love!! HAPPY LATE HOLIDAYS!
- Location:Mi madre's in Van Nuys-- ROTTING xD
- Mood:
crazy - Music:A Little More Homework - 13 The Musical
SA Audition Update: I'm a woobie, and have decided to take a chance at auditioning this year. For the sheer experience, for the beauty of the show, whether I'm merely a swing or NOT-- thank you all for your kind convincing! And wish me a hell of a lotta' luck.
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Everything's Coming Up Roses - Patti LuPone (I couldn't resist!)
This is something I have to do.
From reading, yes, I know that it's hard. It's waiting in long lines with others whom share the exact same "pipe-dream" as you. It's finally receiving a number for your audition, say 456, and possibly not even being seen. It's (if you book the role) making $450 a week and struggling to survive just as everyone else! But the challenge has only intrigued me more. Getting the chance to perform eight days a week, for a different audience, doing different things, changing people's lives...
It's all worth it.
It really and truly is. I've never wanted anything so much in my entire life; I think I'm pretty damn good (not to sound big-headed or anything) and I NEED to show the world. Every moment I'm stuck here in California, I swear - every moment I know I can't perform, my soul rots away just a little bit more. Forgive me for seeming melodramatic, but it's the honest-to-God truth. I'm crying no just thinking about it!! I want this all so bad, and... I believe I have the drive. I believe I have the potential. I believe in myself 110%. Sure, I may not have the support of my mother, but... still! I have the support of so many others, and - really, I'll climb mountains for this.
It's... indescribable. And after witnessing the beauty of Spring Awakening, listening to it each day, my passion has only intensified. It's something I want to be a part of, more than anything I've ever known before - New York better brace itself... Broadway better brace itself. Because I won't let anything stand in my way, anyone stand in my way. I want this so much. And I hope each and every one of you on LiveJournal can all support me along the way. Keep in your prayers - I'd greatly appreciate it!
... Sorry. Just felt it was something I needed to release. Thank you all for putting up with me... lol.
- Mood:
relieved - Music:Don't Do Sadness - Blake Bashoff as Moritz
- Mood:
thankful - Music:Mama Who Bore Me (Reprise) - Spring Awakening OBCR
