12.10.06 - 01.18.09

"The time soon comes for parting,
And our time is at an end,
The rest of your life is completing,
And we have no time at all to spend.
You knew one day you'd have to go,
But thought you'd have more time.
We can't reverse time's one-way flow,
But at least you'll have this rhyme.
You had your shining moments,
Upon life's darkened stage,
And in my book of wonderments,
You're more than just a page.
Like the exploding of a star,
You've changed me in and out,
Your light will travel with me far,
Past when all other lights go out."
- Megan R. Bokowski

"Farewell dark skies
Farewell unbroken silence
Farewell summer
Farewell Autumn leaves that drift by my window
Farewell sunshine
Farewell today
Farewell to the songs singing inside my heart..."
- Aldo Kraas
Goodbye, SA. No amount of words can even dare to express my love and passion for such an electrically beautiful production, as well as those fans just as infinitely the same. You have (for the past 2 years) served as the epitome of my love of the stage and it's majesty, and I have absolutely no idea where I would be without the discovery of your thundering bass and poetic verse. God bless each and every cast member, their families; your talent and your charity were never taken unappreciated. You changed and defined so very much of who I am, and for that, I give eternal thanks. Each and every word of which you spoke and enlightened upon is treasured, and each tear I weep is pure, unadulterated remorse. A piece of my heart shall always belong to the glory of the spring and the song of purple summer. I believe in hope. I believe in love. I believe in loss.
I believe in Spring Awakening.
Farewell... and endless congratulations on your previous success.
- Location:Sobbing within my bedroom...
- Mood:
crushed - Music:The Song of Purple Summer - Spring Awakening OBC Recording
LIFE.
It's killing me.
Week before finals week... CETA (The California Educational Theatre Association) festival/Master classes this entire weekend... AP Music Theory garbage... Spring Awakening's Sunday closing... sickness (cough, exhaustion, congestion, etc. etc)... reviewreviewreview... PMS... costume committee [1950's] research... obvious procrastination... feeling like being a moany bitch, haha.
Blarrrrrrrrggg.
I'm just... so-- ACKSDIUHFMNVJXHD this week. *shrugs* I don't think my energy has ever hit this much of a low before... and I'm not even all too sure why. Hmm. On the upside - however - my missing belt (and I mean VOCAL-wise, not pantaloon-wise, lol) has finally returned after approx. 2 days!! :D THHHHAAAAT, and boys have been strangely lovely towards me lately. One even walked me home today, which... well, never happens.
EVER.
Haha.
........ There was no real purpose in writing entry whatsoever, lulz :P
PS: "Hey, K'nuckles! Wanna play a game? Whoever giggles first, loses! [giggles] You win! Wanna play a bathroom game? Whoever goes to the bathroom first, loses! [pause] You win! Now, how about both? [giggles] You win! [giggles again] You win! [giggles] You win!" FLAPJACK IS OFFICIALLY THE BEST CARTOON IN THE HISTORY OF FOREVER. H8RS CN H8, IDC. Lollerskates xD
- Location:My room...
- Mood:
depressed - Music:CHOWDER xPP
Name Number Part
Angela Griswold 25 Gloria Thorpe

~ As stated within our first table reads character description: "A probing, independent, and flirtatious sportswriter that covers the Washington Senators for the local newspaper."
I'm bold.
I'm curious (or, as some would more boldly put it: obnoxious).
I'm saucy and quick-witted.
I tool around with THE DEVIL.
I'm an insanely intense dancer.
And almost everybody hates me.
I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER.
xDD <3
- Location:Home and sick as a DOG...
- Mood:
ecstatic
- Music:Go-Getter Greg - Ludo
Angela Griswold: "Meg" #62.
.......
Pardon my French, but uh...
Effrayé. MERDE MOINS.
[Scared. SHIT LESS.]
Wish me luck... *eeeehhhhh* D:
PS: Guess who just got her very own .AVI(s) of the SA National Touring Cast's Opening Night?! .... TEE-HEE :D
- Location:My bedroom: 6:15 AM.
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Love Me Dead - Ludo
HAPPY FREAKIN' NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xD <3333333
- Location:MY MAMA'S!!
- Mood:
ecstatic
- Music:Jesse McCartney - Dick Clark's Rockin' New Years Eve
(xDD <3)
( Livin' Life and the Feelin' is Easy: )
PS: Another *~rAnDoM~* fact from MY DAYS IN SOLITUDE!!!
1.) I became close friends with my "arch nemesis". Though when it comes to auditions, BITCH IS GOIN' DOWN, lolol!
- Location:Still. At. My mother's. GOD SAVE US ALL xPP
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Mama Who Bore Me (Reprise) - Spring Awakening OBC Drama Desk Awards
And I.
Feel.
AWFUL.
It's been aboot-- what... who knows how long since I've last updated!! My life has been just about the equivelant and epitome of all things crazy-mad, but, rest assured:
I'M ALIVE, BITCHES. And Microsoft Word Processor to your Motherboards homeskillets, I have returned with a vengence. From here on out, I vow no more forgetting to update, as how can one really turn to follow my pursuit of the Great White Way without consistent journal entries? (lulz); no more not... getting r-replies to comments and... and messages!! No more... no more douchebaggery! Lol...
Really folks: I am sorry. I don't know how I let such an-- I don't wanna' sound like I have no life and say "important", haha, but... a significant part of my interwebz and everyday life, as well as the friends I've made here to slip through my fingers. I only hope that it isn't too late for me to jump back on the wagon!! And so, in order to make up for such a major loss of time, I present to you: A short listing of the events in my life-- before my online death! Lol :D
And if I can even manage to think of any more, I'll be sure to add them as a random daily train of thought, hahaha! Oh God, eternal thanks everyone whose managed to put up with me thus far and to ANYONE who managed to make it through reading this post ALIVE, lolol. All of my love!! HAPPY LATE HOLIDAYS!
- Location:Mi madre's in Van Nuys-- ROTTING xD
- Mood:
crazy - Music:A Little More Homework - 13 The Musical
Full review of the following performance, past shows, pictures, dance party extraordinare, and older-teen-between-shows-Seuss-PCP-perve
<3
- Mood:
De-press-ed, my friends :( - Music:Disco - Metro Station
Tonight was so, SO incredibly amazing. I ca-- I can't even begin to describe how much of an ecstatic whirlwind this singular production was! The only coherent thoughts I can manage are: Hsdjvbhksdvbkdhsvbdhkvbhdbv...!!! In short: WE BROUGHT THE (full) HOUSE DOWN. Did I mention we sold out?!
Oh.
Well-- we did, haha ;P
I'm just... truly, I'm left in awe. Every single person within this cast is so beautifully and GLORIOUSLY talented; they had the highest of energy, the best of spirits, despite the fact that our Cat was feeling somewhat sick before hand. But, however: at least I didn't slip in the snow this time!!! (Haha, it's a looooong story, soon to come XD)
ACK. It. Was. Beautious. I... In all honesty, I couldn't feel as blessed as I do now to work with both such an open and gifted creative team/cast. Unfortunately, however-- my camera battery died, and photos will have to be posted tomorrow night. UGH. Honestly? They review the show within themselves, haha :) God... I can barely even contain my st-stoked... ness right now, lolol. I pray you'll wish us luck in our next four, loves! Peace. Around the world. For generations ;D
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Wish We Were Older - Metro Station
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Mama Who Bore Me - Lea Michele, SA OBCR
